i have alot to say.i think school is stressing me.im damn stressed up.wth la.to be honest.i seriously have no idea what mrs goh is talking abt for physics.&then mr liu with his SUPERDUPER COORDINATE GEOMETRY.NOT TO MENTION CHEM.damnshit.commontests are coming.LIKE WTH AGAIN?i thought ip no commontests.all the school does whole day is screw up the syllabus and con my feelings.

super.i raise my thumb for the school.

tmd.i whole day kena ap &ignored again.nevermind.one day i shall talk to the fan at the back of the class.&the conversation will go like that.

me:hello fan.
fan :...
me: everyone ignores me.so i decided to talk to you.but no.i aint taking you for a substitution.i love you equally.
fan:...
me : y're not convinced?!i will talk to you everyday.i swear i will.if not i will not take breakfast before coming to school(which i do not.)
fan:...

or smth like that.haha.die.i think im zibi alrdy.

i stare.&i wonder.

i havent been blogging for the past few days.but i dont suppose it matters alot.everything is going wrong.i dont know whats wrong la.I WILL NOT GIVE UP ON COUNSELLING.ONE DAY IF ANYONE IS WILLING TO LET ME GO COUNSELLING.I THINK I WILL CHIONG THERE.school has been rather wrong.but i think its still FUNNY enough to make me not so down:)

i know that everyones different la.but its like.i still cant help comparing.i shall stop feeling antisocial. :)


at je library.unbelievable.hahas.

then look again.HAHA.

i have had a busy weekend.cos i went mlysia the whole sunday.then went superstar finals.lols.there was like a crazy 9 pple squeezing into the 7seater car. :| even the custom pple also went WHOA.haha.it was freaking tiring lo.BUT I KEPT INSISTING THAT I MUST SIT BEHIND.LOLS.i felt so excited then i realised it only felt okay.chay.HAHA.damn zi high.everyone almost wanted to slap me i think.

&i took photos of pple sleeping.HOHO.i was super crazily out of my mind.

ccl was infront.&in a ahem.pose.haha.

hw's face looks so big.haha !

I LOVED THAT SUNDAY ! :D

hahas.i am so damn gandong by elijah !
Just This once.Just once more today says:
u just need to care that
Just This once.Just once more today says:
there will always be friends around u
Just This once.Just once more today says:
tat will care for u
Just This once.Just once more today says:
and tat u occupy a space in their heart

i stare.&i wonder.

im feeling so kngnbacsdcbsksjdXXXX i dont know what.

i was relatively happy in school.but then totally DONT KNOW WHAT at home.i have no idea how im feeling now seriously.i have no reasons to be depressed.none to be pissed.i guess more of depressed than pissed la?!WTH.send me for counselling.

i think im dying alrdy.i hate everyone who are HYPOCRITES.like what the hell.so you actually think being a hypocrite could earn you more friends?you deserved to be bashed up.

i've been ignored in school alot of times today.but i dont care.i just wna sleep.&my blog can be more dead than this. :| whatever.

i stare.&i wonder.

maths makeup tuition today.nothing much.just managed to finish all the other questions which was left unexplained ytd.but me&dodo.TALK TONS.like whats happening in her class.her problems.MY PROBLEMS.&to my surprise.they are the same.hahas.

its like everyone is feeling so inferior.dodo.cheehooi.rousi.EXCEPT PENNY WHO'S LIKE STILL SO CONFIDENT OF HERSELF.i have straightened out my thoughts.
i shall not be very much bothered abt who likes me &who dont.its not up to me to decide anyway...lols.

i had tons&tons of food today with dodo.i had 2 sausages.&dodo had onewaffle hotdog&one sausage.then we had takoyaki.&2 PACKETS OF COTTON CANDY.&WE ATE ICEKACANG. I LOVE MY DARLING TADPOLES ! hahas.&now.missDODOlimyunfang blames me because she went bankrupt.lols.

i stare.&i wonder.

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im feeling so lost.


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